The GURU

This last 2 weeks have been so amazing! First some good news Kyle and I have decided to buy a house. We have found a place in Eagle Mountain and we are set to close on Sept 17 if all goes as planned. We are really excited about this and we both feel that it is time to have a place of our own. I will post pictures as soon as I get some good ones.

For those of you who don't know I have been taking this class called the power 90. If you want to know more about it you can ask but for now that is all I will say. So I went to this my regular Wednesday class this last week and really learned some amazing things that really clicked for me. We talked a lot about that voice inside our head constatly telling us things. Telling us we can do things, telling us we cannot, telling us we are a disappointment, a failure ect... I have had a really big problem with this in the past. The negative self talk is so destructive I don't think we even realize what we are doing to ourselves. So this week we talked about tapping into our GURU. Our Guru is that side of us that finds solutions and makes choices. The Guru is all knowing and can get through anything that is thrown at her/him. The Guru takes accountability for the actions taken and does not make excuses about mistakes but learns from them.

This week I have decided that it is time to get rid of that goober in my head with all the negative and degrading things that come with that. I am now the guru of my own self. I know I have all the answers, they are in me. Nothing that has happened or will happen to me is to hard for me to get through. I no longer feel so overwhelmed about things. I physically and emotionally feel empowered! It is the most amazing feeling that I have had in a long time. I am learning about myself and the power I have in me. I am for the first time truly loving myself and I see myself as a powerful, loving, and memorable person. Life is wonderful and I am going to start really living NOW!